Thursday, 22 January 2015

From my Journal..

A new series of raw musings, straight from the pages of my journal. Thoughts, about life, change, dreams, the future and finding home.

Written on the First Full Moon of the 2015..

"So here we are settling into to 2015. Trying to keep the pace gentle, the approach simple, and the 'to dos' a joy rather than a burden.  And as the full moon lingers in the in the sky tonight, I make sure to come home, both within my soul and my journal.  To feed the yearning desire of my heart to nestle in and truly connect to the radiant source energy that abounds. This journey, my soul journey is now really just beginning, and with a lighter load, an awakened understanding I am now able to really connect, to the land, to the sky, to who I am. I said once I wanted each day of my life to feel like Confest, I wanted to create a new version of my life, free from the heavy energy of the current paradigm. And I finally feel like I'm getting a little closer to making this happen, with less stuff, a deeper connection and a sense of lightness, a release of the baggage I was carrying for so long. Lightness in my being, light to guide my path.  And while I still feel a longing to reconnect with a tribe I am yet to meet, and to find our real home, a property of our very own, I know I am doing what I can with what I have and right now, that's what counts. So I feel like I've done the easy part, the physical letting go, now it's about going deeper and begin to finally make peace. Finding the teacher and the healer within, trusting my intuition, not being afraid of what may appear in in my tarot readings, but to learn from them.  Not worrying if I am enough, or is we have enough, but learning how to make do and feel content with who I am.  And to really let go, and not worry about what others think, but start somewhere and keep just moving forward. 

'Live simply, give more, expect less', it's a good one isn't it. Expectation is something that's so difficult to overcome, so ingrained over the years. And this year it's about embracing each day without expectation, loving freely, without judgement and rising above the heaviness and the dense energy of this current reality. And it's a choice. Something I can so when I wake up each morning.  I can make a difference, in my thoughts and actions, words and energy. And now I feel like I have to do this, more than ever before. For our future, our dream, I have to let go of the past and take hold of the present.  We know what we want, we know the right place will find us, so now it's about taking steps to make it happen."

Much Love & Light
xxx

4 comments:

  1. Thank you for sharing with such honesty Sophie. Just thank you generally! You are truly inspiring and I look forward to every one of your posts. I've been reading you for years and you would have to be one of my favourite bloggers, but it's taken me ages to say it. I'm off to start a new journal for 2015.

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  2. Thanks for sharing something so personal. I've been a journaler for years but I still love to see how others journal and I'm really enjoying and looking forward to your journal posts.

    cheers Kate

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  3. Sophie l love so much this sentence. After some years traveling non stop I will settle down this year and hopefully i will host many friends i met on the road. I met so many beautiful people who gave me a ride, a piece of floor or a corner of their houses, who invited for a beer or a dinner with the family... I fell that the world already gave me so much that i want to payback somehow, not that i feel it as obligation, i just want to give more!
    I have been expecting as less as possible the last years because we only get disappointed and sad, since i stopped dreaming about that event my life got so much simple and beautiful, i just arrive in the event and wait to see what happens, if doesnt happen its ok now.

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